:miracles do happen:

you know it's so amazing when you pray for something and it really happens. i don't know whether it's just me but of late when i pray it's like i feel that those prayers seem to come true in like minutes. well almost minutes. other than the million and one things that i get frustrated about that is.

today, in the morning i was so frustrated with my students coz the two brothers were arguing about God knows what and tried to break it up. but they seem to love tormenting each other. then the other boy who came later was ganging up with the older brother against the younger brother. !!! so there i was. but it was all good coz i managed to do the vowel exercises with them and then the last bit of preparation for one of their exams on Tuesday.

then i felt like shit during family life prac today. but when we went for the mass itself i prayed that the rest of the evening would turn out better than the morning/afternoon. and it did! it was better in a sense. went for my friend, ginette's 21st party at her place. it was really nice meeting up with those who went and so nice reminiscing on the rubbish we used to do before. or was it just me who did the rubbish? haha! but it was great!

i don't know but i was suddenly reminded of this porcelain ornament which you can hang up which a.deb gave me a long time ago for my birthday. it said "Miracles do happen". and she had a reason for giving me that. a reason which i probably never gave up on believing in some way or another. even if it was in the back of my head just waiting to spring up. thought i was finished with it. well, guess i'm not.

but for me, believing in God has always been my way of hoping or believing that things will turn out great and for the better in the future if i just believed in Him. if you want something to happen in your life, don't ask God for it. just say, i pray to do Your will; to be who You want me to be; to go where You want me to go; to meet who you want me to meet. i will not be anyone less than what You want. pray that it be His will for whatever you want. and if you don't get it, fine. if things don't happen the way you want them to, it's either that you don't need it or just not at this moment in time. and normally things turn out for the better. because you're opening yourself up to God and doing His will in asking what He wants of you and not what you want from Him. and maybe, soon enough, he will give you what you want. if it's His will for you that is. ;)

cheers! *sleepy* Zzzzz...

I've started feeling like I don't want to fight
Give in to the given and put out the light
Cannons a blazing shower these moonlit skies
Then I remember and I know why he died
Do you know why I die