i never knew life could get so messed up in a few days. 4 to be exact. i feel sort of let down. you tried to do what you thought was right but it ended up becoming wrong. i can't believe a few other people know too. i hate myself for doing this to myself. i jumped the gun. i shouldn't have said it. i hate it when other people know of something that involves me and i know it only a while later. then i feel guilty of doing something wrong. sometimes i can't understand myself. maybe that's why, sometimes, others don't as well. i feel sort of embarassed. like i don't think i can face the world tomorrow. coz i ain't knowing how many other people know. for all i know the fan base could. but it's not all your fault coz i'm to blame as well. as they say, there's always 2 sides to a coin - like a story.
thanks to my little guardian angel on earth for helping me to see things a little more clearly. but maybe if we'd had this conversation a little earlier, things might not have gotten out of hand. not that it had a whole lot but even a bit counts. but i thank you for your honesty and your willingness to be open to me and tell me the truth. i really respect that and your opinion too. i will take everything you have said into a whole lot of consideration. i now know the whole picture. the full picture. and for that i'm gonna settle on doing what i should've done from before.
i'm settling on the verse and bridge.
verse = normally the start of a song/ 1st in a song
bridge = normally joins something from one end to another/ worlds apart
Whoa, and it's a hollow feeling
When it comes down to dealing friends
It never ends
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